[jenna_michelle]

I am 20 years old and have had type 1 diabetes for the past 17 years. Unfortunately for the last couple years I've gotten to a point where I do not check my blood sugar near enough and I just make a guess on how much insulin I should correct with. I haven't been to the doctor because I'm afraid of what they are going to say and every time I try to get back on the right track I end up messing up again. I hate what I am doing to myself I want a long life and a family one day but at this rate that won't happen I need some advice.