[donya1]

I'm newly compliant on my meds and I fear that I will go too low when I'm home alone with my 4 year old. This anxiety is overwhelming me. I need to get my health in check but I find that I sabatoge myself out of fear. My doctor was very good at listening to my concerns but I just can't get the thoughts out of my head. I'm so afraid to lose control of my body and my baby be scared until my husband gets home. How do I deal?