I feel your pain, i also am having a hard time dealing with this deal, i have diabetes as direct result of an anti rejection med i am taking because of a liver transplant. I haven't made any drastic changes, ia m depressed, i don't want to excersise and i haven't changed my diet, however i am now starting to take the necessary steps (baby steps) to reach my goals. You on the other hand are working hard on getting things under control and i wish i had that motivation, i suggest that you don't get discouraged and keep putting one foot in front of the other and you will acheive your goals.
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