Wow. Your doctors sound horrible. I was lucky when I was your age, I had a doctor that I liked (he was the one that diagnosed me). He never judged me for it, he just did his job and tried to get me started on therapies that would work for me.
I knew at some point in my life I'd develop diabetes just because I was obese, and trust me, my mother did everthing she could to get me to lose weight or figure out why I was overweight at such a young age (unfortunately, that also meant being in weight watchers when I was seven >.> )
My advice is to hopefully find a doctor that doesn't judge and will help you along with controlling it. I recently had to change doctors because my previous one didn't seem too interested in trying to help me get my diabetes back under control.
Also, if you're down and bummed about it, perhaps you might want to talk to your parents or a counselor if you can about this problem. If you feel you can't talk to them, feel free to contact me somehow, I've been in your position before.
Having a good doctor that knows you and your condition and knows how to do their job is a very key point in keeping healthy. I hope you can find a good doctor soon.
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