Just found GB a couple of days ago. I had not been testing for some months because in CA, my numbers are too low to qualify for meter/strips and I have to pay out of pocket.
I think I was pretty angry at the system here and maybe my body too, so I chose unwisely for awhile
until my body told me that I had to get it together or things would get worse. My numbers are slowly coming down again. I think that if I can be faithful to recording/testing/making good choices that things will change in my well-being. Depression comes too easily with this disease. Louise Hay says "life is sweet, and so am I".