Thanks Danny you are right, and of course now is the time to take that control.
Tania I feel for you, it is / can be a lonely street as its all on the inside. When i was first diagnosed someone told me not to let it control my life, i do what i want and control it, well like I say i reckon i took that 2 literally! and now I am making a stand.
Even though I always feel alone about it , as no one else really understands, its good to know that there others out there for you as support, so keep in touch lon your journey