Thank you
ultimately it was my decision based on their advice but with each day I am more confident that I am doing the right thing
it was a very difficult adjustment after having a pump attached for over 10 years it became like a part of me. The first night I slept without it I had make separation anxiety, every time I turned over I went to reach for it and it wasn't there then I would panic thinking I forgot to reconnect. Even now when changing I reach for it sometimes and have a mini panic attack when I realize it isn't there, then realize that it's ok. It gets better with each day but I'm so glad to have found this place where others understand what you're goin through because bottom line is unless you live it you don't truly know