Hi there - first of all, let me just say, I was where you are now. Many of us have been at some point in our lives. I know it sounds silly, but try not to be embarrassed about it. Many of us can relate 100% and you're brave enough to admit when you need a little extra help so that's a wonderful thing.
I was diagnosed at 17 years old, and for the first 3 years, I barely tested my BG or took insulin at all - I was in denial. I was always sick and I hated the disease. I didn't realize how much better I could feel if I just managed it a little bit better.
For me, it was a gradual process... first I started taking my insulin as prescribed and checking my BG more... then I started counting carbs... I found that the less of a big deal I made about testing and bolusing, the more successful I was. I began testing and bolusing in public - I was taking control of my health and if anyone had a problem with it, oh well.
When I started eating better and exercising, it was life changing. Through sports I've met many other active T1s and now consider myself healthier than the average person WITHOUT diabetes.
Just remember, if you ignore it, it won't go away, it's only going to make you very sick. Self education is the most important tool, followed by a support group of other like minded people with diabetes. I would encourage you to get out and meet other T1s in your area... that was the most motivating thing for me, I found.
good luck!
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