Thank you for you advice
I never liked to talk about diabetics with no one, not even my husband, who I think is is just afraid that he might get it too, I did checked his blood one time and he had it at 170īs but after that he refuses to talk about it, or to have a doctorīs appointment for that. (after that, I checked his blood and some times he is normal) but he just looks a me confuse...
I just take life has it comes.
It felt good to post a few words here without feeling weird, I donīt talk about any of this to no one, except a few family members that know about this.
I will take you advice and talk to my Doctor so she can recommend who to go, she has always tried to send me to counseling... I had no idea of how a counsel will help me, so I tell here that I donīt need somebody to tell me what I already know

. Perhaps she knows a Endocrinologist, I will ask her about it.
thanks